the mushy toki

ever had one of those nights when you just couldn’t really keep your eyes opened any longer and your body was longing to speed-dive into the bed, just to snuggle under the duvet amongst fluffy pillows, yet… you still wanna write down a few silly thoughts… not to share with anyone in particular, but to remind yourself some day what a silly girl you are? :p  i’m having that “one of those nights” tonight. maybe all those recent weddings, couple stories, friendships, etc that i’ve been listening/watching/reading lately have brought out the sentimenal best of me.  like d had said to me, “you’re such a hopeless romantic!” ;p i go awww… at the slightest hint of romance… someone asked me recently, “seriously, how do you find all these hearts???” my reply was simple, “i don’t ‘find them’…they are just there (and everywhere) waiting to say hello ))” i get teary and all touched by some random kindness… i used to cry alot (in private) about unhappy things.  now, i cried alot about things that touched my heart.  tears of silly moments, of warm, loving moments, of kindness, of love, of you, of him, of her, of me…  it’s all good.  goodnite silly mushy one… xoxo zzz… ~.~